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To my dear retarded Charmaine,

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY! :)

Although you didn't come to school today.
I prepared the card for so long, urgh :P
Class was still quite noisy but more quiet than usual,
considering Charmaine wasn't there.
And we attacked her cake.
I didn't eat it though :\
*Author's note:
By the way,
there ought to be vulgar content ahead,
so sorry Charmaine. It just had to be your birthday.
(And Jingyi's and Chelsea's soon too)
I haven't sweared in near 2 months. Too bad, record.


I brought my PE and didn't wear it because I was lazy to go upstairs.
They played badminton after running.
And I wanted to play but Mr Azhraf (sp?) didn't let me.
Sang songs and slacked with Shuang Hui, Jannie, Jeanie and Jesselyn.
Speaking of Jesselyn,
made a new name for her today.
It just improves more and more.
(clears throat)
Bloody richass KL/WF lover spastic bimbo retarded sucker momo white bloody-red faced hamster.
Cool lah.
Right, whatever.
Then had about an hour of free period at Student Plaza,
quite boring though.
The TA there kept complaining, gosh.
Saw the photographer TA guy and the construction thing was blocking so he didn't really hear me,
shiok lah he -_-

I won't conceal who did some fucking thing to me.
He stuffed a lemon tea bottle in my mouth.
If he made me drink it then I'll just spit it out at your dickhead face, simple.
But what did he do?
He stuffed the bottom of the dickhead bottle into my darn mouth.
Can't you fucking roll away into your gay rabbit hole?
Where your dreams of perfect people are?
I'm not perfect, I'm not pretty, I'm not slim, I'm not what you want me to be.
Fine.
What about you?
Why not go look at yourself in the mirror first?
You're a fucker who thinks yourself as some big shot, a gay, you're millions of miles away from being handsome and you're worse than me.
What priority do you have to criticize me?
None, right?
Yeah, so roll away, into your burrow.
When you told me that after stuffing your gay bottle into my mouth,
I couldn't be more bothered.
I'm celebrating my friend's birthday.
You bought the fucking cake.
Does that change anything? No.
Do I give a damn at all whether you bought the cake or not? No.
So keep your comments to yourself, self-centered asshole.
And after that in class you pretend nothing ever happened.
Coming up to me to talk.
What's the world coming to?
Everybody claims that they look for character in a person, not looks.
Do they mean it?
We're just all trying to sound nice instead of some lusty person who cares for only how your appearance is.
This sucks, you know.
I have nothing against pretty girls,
but comments from losers,
I can't help feeling hurt.
I'm a living thing too.
I have feelings, just like pretty girls, assholes and overall, humans.
Don't any of you think of how others will feel?
I act like I don't give a shit about what you say,
but do you know that inside I'm thinking, I can't help to think,
why am I like that?
Am I supposed to change for you?
Why are you critisizing me like this?
It's not my fault I'm like this.

Another thing to complain about.
It's not really a complaint,
some people just need some waking up,
although they may never see what I've typed.
As Jesselyn's blog suggests,
there are some other assholes in the class who are so immature so as to throw paper planes in class.
Even my younger brother who's 8 doesn't do that.
Shouting and screaming, running around, banging tables,
that's already crossing the line,
even though I do shout and scream,
but throwing paper planes?
Don't they get they're in secondary school?
And there are some people who are just complete asses,
they're like older than us,
and still throwing paper planes.
Childish fuck.

And sorry, Faith.