I hate my mother,
my father,
my younger brother,
my maid,
certain friends,
my life,
my whateverwhateverwhatever.

Right now,
I'm just thinking,
of how my 13th birthday is going to be like.
Fantasizing.

I see light.

This song rocks.
Like it,
then ask me send you.
HAHA.

Danny Fernandes - Fantasy. - Danny Fernades

I,
so,
cannot,
believe,
____ likes ________,
when ________ is so superduperuberdamnvery ( copyrighted from Cherie ),
disgusting.
______ who likes ____ is _________'s friend,
and I think,
_____ should like ________ more than ___________.

Fill in the blanks!
Put gayass names for all I god damned care.
-_-

Did Literature project at Jannie's house with Cherie, Charmaine, Shuang Hui and of course Jannie. :D
Had to take 941 to Bukit Batok Interchange,
then go to Yew Tee,
then walk to Jannie's house,
then so called did the project,
when actually most of it was done by Jannie, Cherie and Charmaine.
Okay, that's like more than half of us.
Wait,
half of us is,
2.5 people.
OKAY ENOUGH.
Okay.
Okaaaaaay.
Ahem.
Then..
We were like more of playing than doing that gay project lah LOL.
Charmaine, Cherie and I kinda,
KINDA,
camwhored abit,
justtttttttttt a bit,
and yeah,
the few of us like,
said who we liked and all those kinda things LOL.
Then the Charmaine damn cute can,
she keep climbing on the,
thing in front of the window.
loll.
and she kept posing.
with one of Jannie's soft toy.
Stupid lah lol.
:3
Then,
uhhhh.
yeah.
@_@.
Shuang Hui and I were not as spoilt as the Charmaine as to ask our parents to fetch us home lor.
Then.
Jannie brought us downstairs,
Cherie and Shuang Hui and I went the MRT station,
then Cherie going to her..
house?
which was like,
around like,
few hundred metres away from Jannie's house.
Yeah,
then Shuang Hui and I took back to Bukit Batok Interchange.
THEN (!!!!!) .
When I was waiting for my bus then I remembered I had tuition.
TUITION DESTROYS LIFE.
):
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):
):
):
):
):
):
):
):
);
):
Okay whatever.
Tuition was,
DUH,
boring.
;x.
okay.
Then.
that's about it?
AND AND,
I PASSED MY HIGHERCHINESEEEEEEE.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
But Shuang Hui still scored higher than me,
damn it.

..
Haven't smsed Eileen today..



Tag replies :o

Serena: I'll do it SOOOOOOOOOOOOON. @_@
` zhixuan <3: Oh, uhhhh.. HI ! :D
Stella: Okay I'll try to remember to relink. :B.
Ruth: Linkedddddd. ;)
jeslyn: Linked. :D
Theresa: Heyyyy. :) Happy belated birthday oh. <3
yiling: O____O uhh .. hey ?

wtf.

Keep listening to Play With Fire by Hilary Duff.
Thank you, Charmaine.
Finding new blogskin :D
Just now audi earned lot lot moolah. $_$ <3 .
Okay lah not a lot.
But 120k like that?
Aiya.
I needed to earn is becauseeeee of the Isabelle Lai.
-.-.
Couple-ed her guy acct,
got 2 hearts already,
I broke right in front of her,
( she didn't mind, in fact she was kinda happy. -.-. )
Then. that's it.
my moolah.
):
Okay. I go and ..
god knows what now.
Ain't feeling so good..

I don't know why,
recently,
I keep feeling like,
crying.
For no reason.
Like now.
@_@.
Like when I listen to certain songs.
Goodbye Tonight,
Kiss The Rain,
and some other songzxc.
I wanna cry ):
I miss everything I had.
Define everything? ;
- him,
- best friends,
- primary school life,
- sufficient screaming and shouting all day in school,
- love,
- freedom,
and a lot more.
):
Now that I've lost everything,
I might as well lose my life.
Just that I don't dare to die.

Shit.
Today,
I didn't know,
got Literature COMMON TEST,
and apparently I'm going to,
FAIL.
Darn it. ):
Becauseeeeeeeeee,
I'm so busy with my audi/teevee/slacking,
that I didn't read the stupid Literature book,
and we only needed to read 3 stories,
and I only knew ONE.
God,
darn it.
Darn it darn it darn it.
Seriously.
Fail.
And Mr Nick is going to ..
(?)
:o
And yesterday,
no,
on Wednesday,
I realised that JANNIE plays audi too !_!
I knew because Cherie and I were singing shashou during Art,
then she was like,
" AUDEEEEEEE SONGGGGGGGGGGG !! "
lol.
Hmm.
Had Home Economics yesterday,
made Shepherd's Pie :D
But because of the ..
BEAUTIFUL and INTERESTING and WORTH-DOING History project,
Me,
Shuang Hui,
and Jesselyn had to go to The Charmaine's house to finish up the history blog and stuff.
Yeah.
Shuang Hui and Jesselyn ate up my pie ):
It was so nice can!
And they ate it up.
):
THEY ATE IT UP (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
And what's worse,
we were having lunch at The Charmaine's place,
then we were at the table.
Then I nice abit,
help the Jesselyn to refill her water,
and after I went back,
the pie.
It was..
GONE.
):
Okay.
Enough of the pie.
During Home Ec,
I was cooking the food,
then the oil splash at my hand,
I screamed,
nothing happened to Cherie,
she also screamed.
LOL.
She so cute can.
:3.

Mm.
Then that's about it.
Now that I've pinned up my fringe,
and at the sides of my face still have some of it,
my mum said,
I look like a NINJA. -.-.
When I told bern she went laughing like madzxc.
I think she did.
-.-.
NINJAAAAAAAAAA (!)
Wtf can!

And.
Charmaine,
you say I emo,
or moody,
or whatever,
there's a reason behind it.
And you know what?
Forget about it.
Just forget about it..

UH.
Kinda lazy to post all that happened over all these days.
:o
post on weekends luh.
Cherie asked me if I am EMOOOOOOOOO.
WTF (!!)
Okay then.
I'll make it clear here,
I AM NOT EMO.
Sorry,
I'll try not to talk like that in futureeeeeeeeeee,
so yeah.
Tag repliessssssssss.

Eileen. : Haha thanks :D And nowwww, you owe me jelly PLUSSSS popcorn. :B.
Serena : You stupid lazy pig, go post ):< Aaaaaaaand, DON'T CALL ME MINNIE. ):
` zhixuan <3 : Yeah let's kill Serena one day together yeah? :D *winks*
Glenvicia : LOL. I will not, lick your boot, though. :B.
wanchan : oh heyyyyy :D long time no see. :B.

Goodbye Tonight - Lostprophets

Don't need to watch the mv,
just listen to the song ;x
Love it.
And.
I hate Secondary School.
A lot.

Sometimes,
I just feel that,
I don't have a true friend.

Posting for fun.
._.
though this isn't very fun.
Okay whatever,
gotta do work,
ciaos.
Gonna find new bskin soon! ;)
C
I
A
O
S
!





And and,
FUDGEZxC EuUxZCzx (!)

For someone really special:

If you* are reading this,
you'd know how I felt.
You told me,
I had VERY nice handwriting.
And then,
you said,
people with nice handwriting are ugly, huh?
Not that I want to fight,
fall out,
kick,
punch,
kill,
murder,
slaughter,
or slap you,
but it's very,
depressing,
you get it?
And you think you're that pretty yourself?
Please.
I don't want this to affect our current ..
relationship.
But I also don't want this to go on,
and if you ask OUR other friends to gang with you against me,
you WATCH OUT.
Hold on a sec,
you won't be able to once I gouge out your eyeballs.
Yeah,
so shut your fucking lameass crap, okay?
Thanks, A LOT.

LOVE,
Mindy.
:)
Keep a smile attached always!
It's Valentine's Day,
anyway.
Just fake the smile, yeah ..?



Okay.
Enough of the stupid vulgarities,
I'm a pure girl. :3.
Okay whatever.
I was thinking of that since that person told me that.
Yeah.
Until now.

Okaaaaaay.
Shot my first bullet for Air Rifle last Wednesday,
was pretty boring that day.
The seniors told us to arrive outside General Office at 2.30pm,
I arrived at 2.32pm,
and they were gone,
thought they were not there yet,
waited like fuck,
saw Chelsea and her friend,
they offerend to bring me to CDANS,
and I did,
( Thanks, guys :D )
Then,
arrived late,
shot my first three bullets of my life,
got dismissed,
was raining,
did homework, at the lobby,
until 6.
So waited for 2 hours?
And then dad came to pick me up,
went to PHPPS to pick up Mark,
I went in my PE attire,
And when the kiddies were released,
I went up to Mark,
saw him talking to a girl ( new discovery ),
brought him to dad's car,
went home.

Yesterday went to West Mall with pebble and stone,
went arcade,
there was this a bit like movie kind of thing?
THEN the chair kept vibrating.
It was damn funny can.
I kept making the " aaaaaaaah " kind of sound,
so it vibrated and yeah, fun. =-= .
then.
walked around,
bought ice milo from the bubble tea shop,
had to treat stone to ice milo too,
went to bus stop,
pebble went back home,
stone and I went to beautyworld,
walked up and down,
looked at the toy shops,
went to the shop & save,
bought some Japanese Green Tea,
didn't see the " no sugar " part,
found the drink too tasty,
gave it to stone,
stone got it,
I needed to go home to take stuff for my maths tuition,
said by to stone who went for piano class,
walked back home,
dad drove me to tuition,
had tuition,
tuition ended at 9,
damn tired,
didn't have lunch until 9,
also no dinner,
so parents took me to macs,
had macs,
went home,
slept.
Today more boring lah.
So should'nt post anything already..
Okay ciaos.

hellooooooo.
today,
9th February,
23rd February got common test (!!!!!!!!)
I'm gonna show my mad bitch of my mad maths teacher,
that I can score A1.
MUAAAAAHAHAHA.
SUCKAAAAAZXC.
Okaaaay,
today.
Stayed back for house meeting.
Kinda boring.
Talked to Eunice throughout. lol.
Then!
before the stupid house meeting,
Isabel,
Eunice and the SUPER ENTHU Jesselyn,
chased me around the school,
just to POKE me,
and they managed to, uh,
you know..
get me ?
Yeah.
and I was almost rolling on the floor.
and,
thank you, Eunice,
for tying my shoelaces together when they're from different shoes !_!
Thoughtful of you.
:\
Okay !
thennnnn,
today during Maths.
Ms Tan keep calling Charmaine.
lollll.
Maybe she's lesbian !_!
mmm,
then,
music was lame.
uh.
then.
yeah.
:o
nothing much alr lor.
:B

and..
fuck you,
bitch.

New blogskin.
How is it ? :o
okay anyway.
This morning,
for the first time in my life,
I hated my fringe.
I was brushing my teeth,
and today,
JUST today,
my fringe had to keep falling to my mouth,
causing me to brush my FRINGE.
It's clean enough already can!
):
But never mind,
I still love my fringe!
:D
But of course,
not as much as Eileen Feng.
Eh girl,
be honoured your name is up here okay!
Off for tuition, ciaos! :D
Yes, Sunday tuition.

Today,
woke up at about 7+ ?
and rolled on the bed for 1 hour plus ?
Then finally decided to wake up.
and play comp.
whoopee.
then.
played audi with leen.
then.
yeah.
Shaun having some problems with his comp.
hahaha.
._.
not like I can do anything about it.
Oh,
and.
I really,
really,
really,
really,
REALLY,
miss primary school life.
run around and scream and shout.
taking out handphone in class.
writing autographbooks.
talking total rubbish with Serena, ZhiXuan, ZiTing, Denise, Etien, HuiSee, JiaHui, XueQi, and overall the clique.
I miss all that.
I miss our school canteen.
Remember,
the whole group sits together at one table.
Sometimes I'd sit with Eileen and her gang.
You know,
those good friends,
Glenvicia, Isabelle.
Yeah.
And sometimes during recess,
I'd run around finding Stella.
And we'd talk for a while,
about guys,
then I'd go back to my clique,
and she'd go back to hers,
and sometimes my clique'd chase each other around,
screaming,
shouting,
then Zhi Xuan would be like asking us to stop.
and !
That Abel,
always kacheow us.
Then..
everything.
and the boys of hope 6,
they're like so joker.
Ms Loh also.
I miss everything.
Seriously everything.
Call me slow,
but it just hit me that,
we're never going to have all that again.
Right now I'd say secondary school life sucks a lot compared to primary school.
Maybe it's just the start.
But in any way..
I still miss everyone and everything in primary school.
And,
Eileen and Serena,
I don't care if you two fight,
because.
both are you are my best friends.
So ..
Yeah.
:o
Ciaos.



P.S.
I LOVE HOPE SIX.

WHAT THE HELL.
I finally can use comp.
after god knows how blardy long.
Okay anyway.
last time i posted was in school,
the gayass hansvision thing -_-
teach us how to do the wordart and simi sai lah.
boring.
THEN !
Me, Charmaine, Shuang Hui and Hui Shun were sitting together ma.
Then.
We were like.
after the WFL left,
we 4 were like taking out handphone and all that shit.
and blogging.
Yeah.
After that lesson,
we realised there was a CCTV right behind us.
yay.
caught.
but nothing happened to us YET.
anyway !
then.
Uh.
Yesterday.
Had homec,
cooked for the very first time in my life with Cherie.
And.
Guess what,
our chicken porridge was BURNT.
It's like,
WTF LAH CAN !
then the stupid Charmainezxc,
she did with Bernadus and what was unfair was,
he knew how to cook.
DAMN LAH ):
okay and in the end i cut my freaking finger.
What's weird is,
somehow,
I cut my RIGHT HAND the finger.
when it was my left hand holding the garlic or ginger or whatever that shit was -.-
stupid lah can.
then todaaaaay,
CCA orientation.
Our stupid ccas FINALLY,
FINAAAAAAAAAALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY released.
I got,
into,
air rifle :o
have to admit it IS damn hellzxc boringzxc -.-
the orientation today,
i think air rifle first to get dismissed lor.
out of all the ccas.
then.
around 3+ ?
dismiss alr.
Shiok.
-_-
then ..
uh.
today Ms Ho
seriously STORMED,
out of,
our,
classroom.
and THANK WEE FOONG FOR SAYING BYE BYE
-.- !
okay then,
nothing much alr lor.
._.

Tag replies.

Glenvicia: ._. sorry, can't use comp on weekdays.
Eileen and Serena: Want fight so much? Don't fight here tyvm. I can't take you two fighting in front of me -.-
` zhixuan <3: style="font-style: italic;">

Posting in class LOL.
:x.
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Charmaine Lee is sitting beside mehhhhhh.
<3.
She's gay lah can :o
She saw ^ and gave a ):
now she's laughing.
Tell me,
is she retarded ? -_-
this crap is boring lah.
Okay if we get caught we gg.
so,
CIAOS :D
._.
later should be able to update again.
hehhh.
:B.
ciaos.

Got this from Serena's blog :D

1. One of your scars: How did you get it?

I cut myself ? LOL ! Uh, when I was little I had this mosquito bite and I scratched it like mad and it bled and there was a scar. (:


2. What is on the walls in your room?

Uhm, PAINT ! :D and this piece of paper which has some rubbish words and something like " I was bored so I made this " ._. yeah, pasted it up. useless crap.

3. What does your cell phone look like?

W980, flip open de, the whole thing black. But different shades of black.


4. What music do you like to listen to?

Techno LOL. Uh.. Pop and Rock :D


5. Do you know what time you were born?

The date's good enough, ain't it ? 17th April -_-


6. What do you want more than anything right now?

someone to hug :\


7. What do you miss?

My primary school life.

8. What is your most prized possession?

My fringe.. :x


9. What is your favourite smell?

POOP SMELL :D Don't know.


10. Do you get claustrophobic?

Depends on where I'm locked up in and who I'm with. ( Damn, I had to search dictionary for the meaning of that word -.- ! )


11. Do you get scared in the dark?

If there's someone with me, no.


SERENA HAS no idea where no. 12 went.....


13. What is your favourite cologne/perfume?

Don't have any. :]


14. What kind of hair do you like on the opposite/same sex?

Long fringe? :D

15. Where can you see yourself proposing at?

I thought guys did the proposing O.o


16. Coffee or energy drinks?

Energy coffee? :B


17. What is your favourite pizza topping?

Ham.


18. If you could eat anything right now, what would it be?

Uh, potato chips ? :O


19. Who is the last person you made mad?

Mother ?


20. Do you speak a different language?

Uh..
Hello.
Ni hao.
Sawadeeka.
Ohaiyo.
You tell me ?

21. What was the first gift someone (of the opposite sex) ever gave you?

Brother bought me bubble tea.

28. Would you fall in love knowing that the person is leaving?

No ?

29. What is the best way to tell someone how much they mean to you?

smsing or online LOL.


30. Say a number from one to one hundred.

2093489803475, hope it isn't out of range :o


31. Blondes or brunettes?

brunettes?
Had to check dictionary again -.-


32. What is the one number you call often?

Eileen's number.

33. What annoys you most?

My younger brother.

34. Have you been out of the country?

DUH.


35. Your weaknesses?

Tickles. :\


36. Where were you born?

Somewhere over the rainbow ? :O


37. First job?

blowjob LOL ! Uh, gave out flyers.


38. Ever done a prank call?

MMHMM :D


39. What were you doing before you filled out this survey?

At tuition ?


40. If you could get plastic surgery what would it be?

Laser ? For my blardy eyezxc @_@


41. Why did you fill out this survey?

Cause surveys are more interesting than me ? :O


42. What do you get complimented about most?

I'm cute ? LOL !


43. What would you do if alcohol was outlawed?

Shout for joy.


44. What do you want for your birthday?

Ahem.


45. How many kids do you want?

Depends on my guy. (:


46. Were you named after anyone?

Minnie mouse ? -_______-


47. Do you wish on stars?

No-oh.


48. Which finger(s) is your favourite?

Middle !


49. When did you last cry?

2 days ago, I think.


50. Do you like your handwriting?

Love it. It's unique lah can :D


51. What's your favourite lunch meat?

HUMAN FLESH, MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHA. No favourite :)


52. Any bad habits?

Staring at guys..


53. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?

Anti-porno :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


54. If you were another person, would you be friends with you?

DUH, I'm like WTF ? So lovable :B

55. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?

Hmm, yeah, Shuang Hui told me not to tell anyone she had pimples on her face to anyone when they were so obvious :x


56. Do looks matter?

It really depends who you're with and where you're at.


57. How do you release anger?

Slap die my younger brother ? ( I wish -.- ! ) Uh, sleep. :D


58. Where is your second home?

School.


59. Do you trust others easily?

Depends on who.


60. What was your favourite toy as a child?

Forgot alr :o


61. How many numbers are in your cell phone?

Who bothers counting -.-


Serena Lo ate up 62.


63. Do you use sarcasm?

What the HELL is sarcasm ?! :B


64. Have you ever been in a mosh pit?

What the blardy hellzxc is thatzxc. O:


65. What do you look for in a girl/boy?

I look for a guy in a girl, and a girl in a guy. LOL. I look for.. if possible, good looks, but character more important hor ? ;) must tx !


66. What are your nicknames?

Uh, I was named goldfish in Primary 4 :D
Now Charmaine Lee calls me emo because of my pretty fringe.
LOL.
-_-

Serena was hungry at this point and ate up 67!


68. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?

Depends.. :o
take off to get on the bed huh ? ;)
LOL.
:x

Serena is hungry AGAIN and ate up 69.


70. What's your favourite ice cream flavour?

I kind of forgot how ice cream tastes like..

Serena pooped out all the missing questions, became hungry, ate up 71. :D


72. What are your favourite colours?

black, red, green, grey, orange, white. A lot eh ? :O


73. How many wisdom teeth do you have?

Nah I don't need wisdom teeth, I'm smart enough ! :D


SERENA LO, HOW EVIL ARE YOU, MUNCHING UP ALL MY QUESTIONS (!!!!!!!)


75. Do you want everyone to answer these questions?

MMHMM, SO THEY'LL SEE THE SERENA EATING UP QUESTIONS HAAAAAAHA.
;x.


76. What are you listening to right now?

myself typing :D

77. Last thing you ate?

My dinner ..


78. Last person you talked to on the phone?

GAWD I FORGOT -__-

79. The first thing you notice in the opposite/same sex?

Their clothes :)

80 and 81 got eaten up by Mindy. She couldn't bear to see them get eaten by this bobo called Serena :D

82. Favourite drink?

Hmm,dunno ?

83 ran away due to hungry Serena.


84. What is your favourite sport?

Does playing audi count ? o.o


85. Hair colour?

Black


86. Eye colour?

blackISH ? ;x


87. Do you wear glasses?

Yeah, it's black! :D

88. Siblings?

2 gay brothers, 1 older and 1 younger.


89. Favourite month?

February. I think (?)

90. You like sushi?

maybe.

91. Last thing you watched?

Tv.


92 ate Serena up and grew to 93!


93. Are you too shy to ask someone out?

Yeah..


94. Summer or Winter?

winter


95. Kisses or hugs?

BOTH (!!!!!) :x


96. Relationships or one night stands?

LOL ! Depends on the person. (:


97. Who is the most likely to answer these questions?

Serena guessed correctly.
I'd guess no one.
No one's gonna pass by this anyway, except Serena.


98. Who is the least likely to answer these questions?

SERENA, SEE !!!! I ANSWERED THESE FAGGOT QUESTIONZXC.
Hmm, everybody. :)


99. What books are you reading?

porno LOL. Hmm, storybooks ? Don't read, actually.


100. Where do you work?

Me ? :o

Hmm, that's it.
Ciaos :D

Hah,
my number of posts are catching up with 1E4's ! :D
Okay anyway,
had tuition -.-
Chinese.
And.
The most interesting part of it was,
I accidentally spit-ted saliva on the teacher :D
I wanted to cough, and didn't want to open my mouth :\
so I coughed with my mouth closed,
and I went " peffffffffffffffffft "
and the saliva went PEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW !
Okay lah, drama a bit.
But really,
it was fun LOL !
Then he gave me a O.o
and I was like, " Sorry, sorry. "
and the girl beside me was like laughing ):
NOT FUNNY LAH WALAO (!!!!!!!!!!!!)
):
then right !
the teacher say cannot speak English in his damned Chinese class.
then he himself speak English.
Then I was like,
in Chinese,
saying, " Eh teacher, cannot speak English. "
Then guess what he said ?
" Teacher can ma, you all learning Chinese, not me. "
WTF -_-
then after I spit my beautiful saliva at the teacher,
I ACCIDENTALLY, REALLY ACCIDENTALLY,
spoke English.
Then he was like,
giving me that look,
and I knew what he meant,
so I was like,
" Sorry sorry. "
Then he gave that look again.
And I remembered sorry was English.
SHIT LAH LOL.
Then I was like,
" Dui bu qi dui bu qi."
-.- !
Stupid lol.
:\
Kinda bored,
maybe ask Charmaine play maple with me or go audi :o
CIAOS !
LOVE,
Rock. <3


P.S. Rock rocks.

Bleeding Love (High Quality Version) - Jesse McCartney



^ this is here for fun. :D
Jesse McCartney is hawtzxc. <3

YESTERDAY I GAMBLED.
ONE WORD.
no, not one word.
three words ?
OKAY.
the only thing I can say is,
" lol " ._.
Is like damn funny lah! :D
lol.
lol.
lol.
blackjack like no fun alr.
then we played in between.
then,
start with 11 people,
each person start with 20cents.
then right,
in the middle of the round become around $200 ! $_$
SO MUCH LAH LOR.
I took picture lol. :B.
Then,
I earned about $30+ :D
so now about $60 lor.
nice lah.
later gambling again hah :D
with my father's friends and families and yeah.
more fun today,
I guess :o
last week play with them,
damn fun :D
ahha.
talked to Cherie,
she asked me some maths question how to do,
I tell her I don't even know do which one ahhaha.
-_-.
Okaaaaay,
nothing much more to post :\
ima go change my xuann to pebble and Serena to stone :D
ciaos.
Love,
ROCK :D